Lying here with you
On this bed stained with sweat
I kiss your face as the spots form
I'm loving you more now than ever
With your fingers tight around my throat
My heart swells for you
And spills forth words of praise like cancer
I sacrifice my soul and mind
On this, the altar of silence
Dare not follow or
Slip
Through madness and desert winds
For just this one day
I'll forgive those who brought God
To the table as an act of love and oppression
I can allow anything if I choose
Bring me the heads of my siren sisters
And the hearts of the whores I loved so blindly
I wish to set their existences free to feel
And to allow them to find closure in the emptiness of death
Did you know that there is a cavern holding my real face?
Have you ever written a poem or prose naked?
Must I continue swimming through blood
Just to reach my place of employment daily?
Must we sacrifice our sons and daughters
On the altars of hatred forever?
I beseech you, oh Kings and Queens
Of each personal universe and reality:
Hug a stranger, love a foreigner,
Show that you're not afraid to love one another
We're all part of the same human race, after all
I hate marijuana
I feel it induces idiocy
I've never enjoyed the numbness of stupidity
Nor have I accepted that fake peace of mind it offers
In this moment of clarity,
I offer my care and compassion to those who ride
This carousel of dreams I splinter through
I am a Sovereign in this world I exist
Nothing can exist beyond what I choose
Only Paula's existence holds weight in my universe
And that's how it shall stay
I live a double life when I work
Nothing is as it seems when I clock in
I leave my happiness and joy at the door
And carry my contempt in with me as I make my wages
Luna hides from me
I am more than just me
I am a god
I am a devil
I am a peon
I am a king
Can nothing stop this
Swill of inebriated talk of love and madness?
On the altar of silence
I offer my hands
A short peace on the shores of the United States
